Messages From Kari

May 30th, 2007 Well, well.... again I'm overwhelmed. You guys are killing me here. I do not deserve all the affection and attention you so generously give to me and my family. Evi is living in the gifts, and I am so loving my shoes and bag and especially the t-shirt...you little shits!!!

Life is good at 40, but I hate the whole middle-aged thing. Who knows where the middle of any one's age is. One of life's great mysteries.

James has been on location shooting a film, and I have been alone with the kids. For some reason, I still can't bring myself to get a nanny or whatever. I just want to raise my kids myself, but I'm losing myself in the process. I need a little time to be creative, or even just alone. I can't even poop by myself. Evi is great, but all she wants is boobie...and it's too much information I know.

We are also moving into a new house...again. And I'm doing it all by myself without James here to organize and we all know how organized I am (cue laughter). It's exciting, but a lot of work. It's a big old house that needs so much work. I've been packed for weeks and not able to move in until work is done...work that keeps getting more and more extreme.

So I apologize for not naming you all specifically for the generous gifts...your amazing giant cards are in limbo with my office. But I was impressed by Andrew's penmanship and the truly beautiful sentiment. I love you all, and really needed your thoughts this year.

As for work...I'm turning stuff away and holding out for something my children can be proud of. Needless to say, that it has been a challenging road back. I want to work. I tested for a pilot ("Viva Laughlin") they hired some other gal...I don't think it's going, but I put my heart and soul into the attempt. It was a musical kinda like Cop Rock, but they blew it by not hiring me. I woulda kicked ass!!! Anyway...over it.

I just want to do something challenging, interesting and worthwhile. If I have to leave my kids with somebody else, it has to be for a good project, or something interesting. Maybe James will have a good part for me this summer in his independent pilot that he is producing down in Florida. More on that later.

I love you guys and really wish I was a big, interesting movie star so I could have more to chat about. But I'm just Kari...a mom, a struggling actress, and a 40 year old woman...who looks pretty smokin' right now thanks to stress, Skip my trainer, and uberhappy love.

Love you Kooks. Thanks for the gifts and the time spent on my behalf. You make me blush, you make me laugh, and you make me feel special.

xoxoxo,

Kari

May 20th, 2006 Hey everybody,

Just looking back, I can't believe how long it has been since I posted on the site. All I can say is that life's been a little crazy. Since I last posted I have gone through a very difficult pregnancy, gave birth to my beautiful baby girl, lost my mom to a three year fight with cancer, and had a birthday.

I very much want to tell you all how deeply touched I am by your recent well wishes and on-going support of the American Cancer Society. I'm sure that I am not alone in having been witness to a loved one's struggle with cancer. By watching my mom Karin, I have come to realize the true bravery and courage that so many men and women show battling through such a difficult and humbling fight. Any comfort that they can receive, or any hope that can be offered, is so needed and is what makes the American Cancer Society so important.

I also want to personally thank you all for what you do for me. A very regrettably late thank you for your x-mas and birthday wishes and gifts. Enzo was a big recipient of your thoughts. He loves his car, caillou dolls, and reads his story books every night. I could perfectly recite The Three Little Pigs by memory at this point. Eva lays under her baby gym and kicks all the rattles and has a wonderful time. I wish I could thank you all personally but please know that I so appreciate your thoughtfulness, and I truly feel blessed.

That leads me to a difficult subject....my birthday. I guess like every women my age I get less and less excited about my birthdays. This one was especially difficult as I couldn't help waiting to get a special birthday call that I knew could never come. Your cards and wishes made a difficult day a little brighter and I thank you all for them.

Well I'm starting to get used to being a mom of two, and life is getting back to somewhat normal. I'm starting to get back to my pre-pregnancy self and looking forward to getting back in the game and giving you guys something new to hopefully enjoy.

I can't speak much about my on-going legal issues, but I will say that I feel so fortunate to have such great representation. My team heard what had happened and believed in me and the case enough to get behind me as partners in the effort. Again I thank you all for your support and well wishes that you have posted. We have just started depositions, so things are about the get more interesting. Hopefully at some point in the process I can be more open about what happened and why I feel so compelled to act.

I hope you all are not getting bored with re-airs of my older stuff, but hopefully we will have something new in the not too distant future.

Once again, a heartfelt thanks to everyone. Sometimes it's difficult to receive all the love, so please forgive my large fortress that seemingly stands between myself and the rest of the world. The sun can often be a bit blinding. And I wish I could mention you all by name, but the cards were especially meaningful to me and my family. It took me a while to get through them because it has been an extremely painful time, but I love you all for your kind words of encouragement and often humorous birthday wishes....you guys rock. For those of you who have lost someone close to you, your stories have touched me deeply.

Love and kisses to you all,

Kari

September 6th, 2005 Thank you all so much for the beautiful card and sentiment. It means so much that you guys care about my work, my health, and my growing family. Sometimes life can make you so tired and all perspective gets lost, but then something warm and encouraging comes along like your beautiful letter.

Marina, Christina, Annabella Smith, Ashley Morgan, Kelly (cat Stevens fan), Kelly (Toronto), Nancy, Selena, Pamela, Kathryn Hurd, Dorothy, Erika, Carle, Lorri, Shaun, Karen Foster, Kea Fernandez ,Yonit Hamershmidt, Carly Rylander, my friend Charlie Clark, Patricia Mastantuono & Andrew, the Moderators, and the Chat Crew.

You guys rock and sincerely have touched me.

I appreciate your kind words and enthusiasm for the show and the work I attempt to touch an audience with. Thanks for forgiving my shortcomings, as I've been a bit neglectful under the circumstances, but I love you guys and feel so blessed to have you on my side. Especially you Andrew. You are a true gift and a true friend.

Love and deep thanks,

Kari

August 18th, 2005 Hello everyone it's me...finally,

I'm so sorry I haven't been posting. No excuses, but I've been a little crazed and a lot ill. Morning sickness is kicking my butt this time around! That's right, I'm pregnant! James and I are going to have another little Scura. We are so happy, and so tired. Enzo still isn't sleeping all night, and GH is pretty demanding. I wouldn't change a thing!

I want to thank all you guys for the support and love you've passed on. It really means a lot to me and makes my job more meaningful. All the feedback is really appreciated. Good and bad (mostly good). The turnout at the fan event was really amazing! I haven't seen the likes of that since my sci-fi days. It's incredible to see that kind of passion and dedication. The fans are awesome. I especially want to thank Kim and her sister for thinking of Enzo too, with a little stuffed toy and a children's book about Texas, their home state. Thanks to you, Enzo loves to say "Howdy Partner!"

Work has been demanding lately but I'm really enjoying it. This storyline has given me many different challenges as an actor that I haven't had before. It's been fun figuring out where Reese is coming from, and what is important to her. I think she's confident and strong, but at the same time vulnerable and flawed, and I don't even have to mention about a couple of lies. I love that she and Carly are going through a discovery of their past and hopefully growing from it through a new perspective. We will see, anything more than a month or so ahead of airing is a mystery to me too.

I can't say how much I love working with this cast. They amaze me every day in their ability to work so well under the huge workload. It's been great working so closely with Jenny, Rick, Nancy, and of course Mo. I love working with Jenny as an actor and now as a friend. Her daughter and Enzo seem to be hitting it off! I'll try and keep you updated on that little soap opera too!

On another front, after speaking with Andrew we are gonna start a little auction for charity. The American Cancer Society is very close to both our hearts. I'm sure that everyone reading this has been affected, or has had someone close to them affected by a fight against cancer. I am hopeful to be able to help in that fight. I won't bore you with details...I'll leave that to Andrew, but we will have a bunch of cool things up on the site. I will say that we'll have a GH script that has been signed by the cast, some autograph copies of my CD, some autographed stills, and a few other items available. Thank you in advance for any donations made to this important cause.

One more thing. I just got my GH approved head shots. So for all those people who took the time and effort to send mail asking for a picture, I will now be able to do my best at getting to them all. Sorry for taking so long, thanks for being patient.

Well I've got to run. Thanks for your personal support, thanks for supporting Reese, and thanks for not believing any bad web rumors, I'll never know how they get started.

xxxooo,

Kari

April 29th, 2005 Hello everyone,

First of all, my deepest thanks to you, Andrew, for orchestrating such an amazing birthday surprise! I was truly overwhelmed. The entire green room at GH was all about me. And for such a newcomer to the show, that made a huge statement to all, but most importantly, it made me feel so great...loved, supported, and not even a little old! That cake was gorgeous...holy cow...it was the most beautiful cake I've ever seen. I'm not a huge fan of my own photograph, but this was the Best pic of me I've seen in a while! Airbrushed in icing...it was a work of art.

Michelle Moore, bless her heart, was at the studio all day, and she took pictures of the cake. I'm making sure she sends one over to you Andrew. I would of brought a camera, but I had no idea what I was in for yesterday. The balloons with the cookies (I had two for breakfast so I'm a bit high on sugar right now) are so much fun. Thank you so much Anthony Licuria & Andy. Each cookie is shaped like a cake or balloon or party hat, and they are decorated with my name and stuff. My dressing room was full of flowers and gifts. You guys are so thoughtful.

Yesterday was an extremely difficult day on set. I was there from 7 a.m. to 9 p.m. and doing love scenes and emotional scenes and my God am I exhausted! I got home last night and bypassed the family celebration for my bed. What a day. I hope the work is good because i was so happy that it made concentration hard.

Anyway, I don't know where to begin expressing my gratitude, or even how I can. Everyone at Kari Wuhrer online... you are cherished and loved by me and my husband James. You stand by me, you understand my flakiness, and you shower me with gifts! I am proudly wearing my new watch with me and my baby on the face. I can't tell you how much I love it! The necklace, too, stating my love for Enzo, which is so pretty and never coming off (unless Reese is around...she may not know an Enzo). Thank you for the nicest and prettiest of things a girl could want. Music boxes and flowers and tiaras and lovely wishes for a happy day. Honorable mention: Thank you, of course, Andrew. My hero, my friend.

Thank you to Alan Seidler and Nancy in NY, Crazy Pagie in Australia. Thank you Kathy Bird, Karen Foster, Michael Calavicci. and Angelus. Love and Thanks to Edwin Cramer, Ronald Leathers, Paul J.J. Pastore, Elizabeth Coughlin, Lisa Gagne, Carla Cosby and Rob Marks. Much appreciation to Jason Turnbull, David Hueffmeier, George Asvestas, Garrett Rutherford, The very creative Dee Sells, who in particular, made a lovely book of compiled fan letters that made me cry and ruin my make-up. Thank you, Dee. You rock! Thanks to Mary Kay Bourgeois, Becke Bryant, and all the awesome fans in and out of Kari Wuhrer online.

Andrew, you have my deepest gratitude and respect. You have truly touched my heart and my life. Thank you for bringing us all together with your awesome website and all your hard work and valuable time. I can't thank you enough.

Next I want to express my heartfelt thanks to all the fans at Take No Prisoners. Wow. What an incredible display of affection and devotion. You guys helped make my birthday one of the most memorable of my life. All the flowers and heartfelt gifts were just overwhelming. (I'm running out of adjectives here so bare with me) Stacie, you are strong, intelligent, and generous woman. Thank you for the respect and support. Enzo loves his new book, we read it together this morning, I love my necklace (so pretty...look for it on the show), and the sweet coffee mug from Jennifer. No more paper cups at work!

The whole thing was so touching. So thank you Brogan James, Katie J., Erin, Aria, Angel, Elizabeth, Kristy J., Kimber, Kim K., Alice Mobaidon, Beck, Michele M., again Dee, Arlene P-B, Karen S., Eliza S., Helen, Anita W., Maria SZ., Sheri W., Andrea L., Stacey L., Lisa G., Becke B., Beth C., Meg's, Andrea M., Janet K., Katie B., Karen F., Carla C., Elena, Vanessa N., Nancy, Seerojnie, Jen, Sylvia, Annie M., Jetta H., Kathy B., Carol E., and everyone at TNP. Thank you thank you. I know it's hardly enough to try and mention everyone by name, but if you guys knew how badly I typed and how long this took me to write, you might feel a little better!!! Hee hee.

Sometimes i feel very unworthy of all this attention, but all I can hope is that you guys enjoy the show and don't hate me too much for what is out of my control. I try to approach this gig with integrity, but sometimes you need a bit of humor too.

I love you guys, and that's not an empty statement. Yesterday you all made me smile, cry, laugh, and feel the day to the fullest. I'm deeply grateful for that. Sometimes we lose track of what is really important in life. Stress and whatnot can take it's toll and we end up neglecting ourselves and even our family. We forget to experience the little joy in the fleeting moments. Moments we can never get back. I thought about that a little yesterday, and even in the middle of a very hectic shooting schedule, I got a real thrill and took a bite out of my own life...then a bite out of that delicious cake.

Again, with all my heart, thank you. Every beautiful one of you. I'll wear that silly, brilliant t-shirt to the grocery store now. Enzo needs some fruit and a new sippy cup.

Love, Kari.

April 28th, 2005 Hey everyone,

Wow! I just wanted to say how blown away I am by all your thoughtful gifts and birthday wishes. The flowers yesterday and today are amazing. (I haven't opened the gifts yet but plan to later tonight with my family and a nice bottle of wine.) It's unbelievable how much love you all have shown me. I am a very fortunate woman.

I want to personally thank Amanda , Alice, Kathryn, Vadim, Dann, Tony, Billy, Michael, and Gillian for my beautiful flowers yesterday. (who knew you could get "day-before-birthday" gifts. I will have to remind my husband about this new discovery for next year) Really guys, you have made a special day out of what could normally be a difficult work day on my birthday. It's very hard being away from my family today, as you with family can imagine, but you all have made me smile and made me feel the love.

A very special thank you for Andrew, who has been with me for more birthdays than I care to mention. You never stop surprising me with your efforts and friendship. I could not imagine having a better representative for my fans.

Well I've got to go back to work. I will share more later after I've had a chance to open all the gifts and read all your cards. I have a four day weekend and promise to answer your questions over the weekend. (some of them are hilarious!!!) Thanks again, you guys are the BEST!!!

kisses,

Kari

p.s. I am making James type this as I dictate it to him over the phone from my dressing room. (So if there are any spelling mistakes, you can't blame me.)

March 21st, 2005 Hello Dudes,

Like many in California, my house was the victim of the mud slides and it's still under mud. So we're moving into the new home this week ...... blah blah blah, anyway .....

GH is rocking my world. I wish I could answer all my mail, but I want to say to Pagie in Austrailia that $500 bucks is nothing to sneeze at! Thanks for the letter. And to everyone else who has written and supported Kari/Reese, thank you. It means so much cause I have never worked so hard in my life.

Thank god I didn't have any lines today! I don't want to say too much about the future of the show, but I am taping a show tomorrow where I am in the hospital all day, unable to speak.

Enzo is finally sleeping through the night and being the coolest rockstar in the history of babies. All is good here at Camp Scura.

Loving life, loving y'all. Thank for tuning in. Remember this. "Be kind, for every soul you meet is engaged in a great battle."

Kari

PS: Special shout out to my friend Jason

Feb 20th, 2005 Hello Everyone!

Just wanted to write in and say a big thank you to all my longtime supporters. You make what I do possible. I would also like to say hello and thank all those newer visitors to the site that have recently seen me on GH. As you can see, Andrew has been busy for years compiling together everything Kari. I hope you enjoyed your first visit and come back again to check out what's new.

I am very excited about being a part of GH. I was a huge fan of the show back in the Luke & Laura days. I can't tell you what a trip it was to meet Luke (Tony Geary) for the first time. It's just so much fun to be a part of it. Everyone has been so welcoming and supportive. I was surprised to find my dressing room full of flowers and welcoming letters on my first day from the supporters of the Maurice Benard's (Sonny) fan club. They have been especially sweet to me and I could not be happier to have the support of Maurice and his fans. I hope I can help be part of the "Reeson" that they watch the show every day.

My work on GH is demanding and challenging. Never imagined I would have to memorize 20-25 pages of dialog per day. I have a new appreciation for anyone who works on Daytime TV. The daily demand and concentration that is needed is unbelievable, and having to give your best on the first and many times only take is unlike anything I've worked on before. My co-stars are truly some of the most talented actors that I have worked with. I can't wait to do scenes with all of them.

On a more personal note, my baby Enzo is now a little over a year old. He is walking and talking and bringing such joy to my life. I could not imagine the happiness that motherhood would bring. (I'm sure anyone with a child knows exactly how I feel)

Again I just wanted to say a quick "Hello" and let you know just how much I really appreciate all of your support. It makes all the late night memorizing worth while. I just hope that I can do your support justice and give you something fun and entertaining to watch. I realize that "Reese" may be all business right now but I promise you that there is a good heart and depth behind all the shoot'em up and hand cuffs. Who knows? Maybe Reese will start using the hand cuffs for good instead of evil.

I will try and write in from time to time with some funny behind-the-scenes happenings. Hopefully the work load will start to allow for a little light silliness. Right now I'm still a bit overwhelmed.

When Enzo comes to visit the set it takes him a few minutes to recognize his mommy through all the make up. It breaks my heart and I miss him so much, but by the summer I should have it down and all will be routine. I just don't want to suck, and the pace of it all makes for a challenge in the good acting department. Anyway...I'm doing my best.

Thanks again for all the support.

Love you guys. Kari

May 15th, 2003 Hello everyone,

I'm back from the wars! We finished up two new Prophecy movies in two months. It was fun, but man, it was brutal! Most of the actors were from the U.K., but Jason Scott Lee was in one of them. He was fun to work with. Very laid back and normal. He lives in Hawaii and doesn't even have electricity. Cnn and HBO were like an amazing luxury to him.

Even though it is his choice not to have a television back home, he loved it in Bucharest! Sometimes there just isn't anything else to do. It can get very lonely and depressing at times. The food isn't so great and everyone you love is thousands of miles away. Thankfully, James (the beau) came to visit for two weeks. I was on the set eveyday, but he always fits right in. He claims the title of "Fuffer to Ms, Wuhrer". You have to be there I guess.

Everything is cool here at home. My mother is eating again and feeling pretty good. She really amazes me. She had such an aggressive cancer, but is fighting and healing like a superhero. Today is Mother's Day and I am celebrating like never before!

Right now I am in Los Angeles, but planning to head back to NYC for a bit so I can be with my Fiance! That's right kids... I got engaged! James and I met in Venice while I was filming. He took me for my Birthday and surprised me with a ring that morning. It was so romantic. Venice is now forever Venus to us. We are so dorky.

It was a beautiful weekend except that same day my Nana passed away. We phoned my parents to tell them the good news and they filled us in. She was in a car accident and didn't make it. Overall it was a very emotional day, yet the circle of life continues. We don't have a date yet, but we will remember my grandmother on our special day.

As for new projects, I'm supposed to be doing a film this summer in Miami, but dates are not yet nailed down. I would be playing a singer and would write and record for the film. It's a cool script, but I'll believe it after the first shot is in the can. You know how these things are! Anyway, I'm looking for interesting things to do. What would you guys think about me doing a talk show? Something edgy for like Showtime or something? I don't know... somethings got to change. I'd like to move forward somehow... make my voice a little louder. Any feedback would be appreciated and contemplated. You guys rock!

So I'm off to brunch with some friends. Remember to celebrate Mom even if she is far away... even if you hate her...because one day you may wish she were there. Things have a way of changing in the blink of an eye.

Peace. Kari

April 20th, 2003 Hello everyone!

I'm still here in Romania. The Prophecy movies are going well. I really enjoy working for Merimax and all, but I am so homesick! Today is Easter and I miss my family so much. The weather here has been so gloomy and I would kill for a New York pizza!

It's not all bad though. My mom has been very sick for the last six months, but we just got word that everything is going to be okay. She is healing well and will be back to her old self in no time! I'm elated! This whole ordeal has made me realize how much I truely love her and the rest of my family.

We all stuck together throughout this tough time and it surprised even me! I ran into this producer I worked with on the film Berserker. ( I ran into him in the lobby of my hotel here. seems everyone wants to film in Romania these days) He said Berserker will have a theatrical release in England at the least. That's pretty cool. It's a pretty epic film. I haven't seen it, but it's different from anything I've done to date.

I'd love to chat longer, but I'm on the hotel computer and it keeps deleting everything I write just as I'm about to send it off, so I'm not taking anymore chances here and I'm gonna sign off. I'll have James (boyfriend) send some pics if he has any good ones in his digi camera, He was here for two weeks. That's love. There isn't much to do here when I'm on the set.

Love you guys! Thankx for puttin' up with me. All's good in the house.

xoxoxo Kari

February 2, 2002 Hey everyone! This is Kari Wuhrer, co-star of ELF. I would have posted sooner, but I've been travelling a lot lately. Just want to thank everybody for all the interest in our upcoming flick. I think you're really gonna love it. It's one of those scary/funny-scream/laugh fests. We had such a great time making it, but an even greater time watching the end product. You see, we had to imagine giant spiders eating a whole town, but after all the effects were in place, we got to see it ourselves. What a riot. Rick Overton who plays the deputy to my sheriff, is so hilarious, and David Arquette is very different in this pic. I on the other hand finally have a shot at a lead role in a mainstream movie. It's about time! I pretty much ground this picture and hold it in place. I'm very excited for the release. I wouldn't purely consider it a sci-fi, but an action- comedy- fantasy as well. It should have a wide audience. I mean, it ain't Shakespear, but Shakespear don't really party! We sure do though. I hope everyone checks it out... twice. Love you guys. I'll log on in a couple of days. Any questions, just follow this topic, ok? xoxo Kari

February 12, 2002 hello, everyone! This is Kari. I just spent 30 minutes typing a message and than accidentally deleted it!! Uhgg!!! Anyway, I wanted to take some time to thank all of you guys for your love and support. I even appreciate those who dis me (thanx for sticking up for me Yankee2. Hi Tom.) At least people are paying attention.

So to answer some of your questions... we have had test screening for ELF and to my knowledge, no body ever ever has said one negative thing about our little movie. Ever. The screenings have actually been met with great enthusiasm. Especially by the paintball world. Right btheriotnl? It promises to be a riot.

Someone asked me if If I was afraid or spiders. Well, not anymore! Making the fil has disempowered them for me. If I can annihilate giant spiders in front of the world, the little garden variety can't touch me. I'm more afraid of parking enforcement cops and anthrax. But the movie spiders are scary and funny. That's a cool combo.

Yes, I did do the Hitcher 2. I don't know when it comes out, but next month we have a screening, so I should know in July. If anyone wants any info on my films or in one case, some old photos, my website has tons of stuff. Just go to kari-wuhrer.net/org/or com and say hello to webmaster Andew. He rocks.

We had a lot of fun making ELF. Scarlett J. plays my daughter in the film. Someone asked about her coolness. Well, she is the coolest. What a great actress and beautful soul. She really taught me a lot on the set. She is smart and talented without the littest bit of conceit. I love her lots. Again, thanx to everyone for the support of ELF.

And thanks to those loyal fans for waiting forver for me to have a real Hollywood movie. I hope you dig it. I'm really proud of it. I think we have something here. It might not save the world, but it'll kill a couple of hours and I think you'll have some laughs. Go see it or I'll kick your bottom! xoxo

Again, thanks so much for the wonderful compliment

October 20th, 2001 Hey, everybody. It's Kari here. I just got back from Canada filming the sequal to "The Hitcher" with C. Thomas Howell and Jake Busey. It was a pretty intense little movie making experience! I was in turmoil for six weeks. Busey plays the hitcher and I am the one being hunted. I have never cried so much in any film role!

I am so glad it is over and that I am back here in the good 'ol USA. USA! USA! Being away during the attacks didn't make anything any easier either. I hope everyone out there is doing well and all are safe at home. Now is the time to appreciate being American and all that it stands for... freedom, love, and opportunity.

On the lighter side of things... I am starting promotion for "Arac Attack" soon. I am shooting the cover for FHM magazine next week. It will be for the April edition as it stands right now. Even though the title of the film will most likely change , there is no set new one. It may or may not even be released in March. I just hope that it successfully makes people laugh and feel afraid at the same time!

Things at home are ok. Friends are the same as I left 'em... boyfriend is gone, but so much for that. I'm just glad to be here! Hope everyone is living life to the fullest! All my love to ya..... Kari.

February 1st, 2001 Hello everyone, and hello Andrew! I logged on and read all the gratifying (and disturbing) messages.

As you all know, I was in Africa doing a film about the Berserker warriors and such. I was gone for three months and home seemed about as far away as Mars. The movie should be better than Fatal Conflict, but I ain't making any promises. Sometimes I make movies simply for the experience of traveling and meeting far away people. (Not to mention the ever-present house note.).

Fatal Conflict was done in the Czech Republic ,which has since become my favorite place on earth. While I was there I made some great friends and took the opportunity my good fortune allows to bring two young Czech women here to the U.S. The whole experience gave me a new perspective on life, and a bad movie will not get in the way of seeing it. No regrets.

Anyway, don't think I haven't been listening to all the advice Andrew and the rest of you have been passing my way.

I have since found a new team of experts to help me achieve higher goals. And within a short time have landed a sweet film role. I am currently working on a film with David Arquette for Centropolos Entertainment (Independence Day, The Patriot) and Warner Brothers. It's a comedy thriller about giant spiders called Arac Attack. Maybe it doesn't sound any better than the typical Kari movie, but I assure you it will rock!

We are shooting in Superieor Arizona where U-Turn was shot. It's this crazy old mining town and a bit backwardstrange. I play a Sheriff and a mom. It's a trip. DA is very funny and the whole cast is great. It should be in a theatre near you January 2002. So things are looking up.

I have some pictures from the set that I will figure out how to get to Andrew. Andrew, here is my new email addy and I have my laptop with me at the hotel. If anyone else wants to chat, I will answer in a more timely fashion than my reputation dictates.

Needless to say, I am very greatful to everyone who has supported me and Andrew for so long, and I think things will start to get interesting now. I've been working harder at the game and believing in myself a little bit more. You guys have been a big help. Thanks for being there and kicking me in the bottom a little. Andrew, I got your letter and I get it. You know what I mean. A big special kiss goes out to you and your family. I hope all is well....Olivia forever!! Kari

March 26th, 2000 Hey Guys-Hey Andrew! I'm in Toronto working on a film for VH1. It's called "Out of Synch". It's a funny little tale of the creation of a pop-monster. Her voice is terrible so she lip synchs her way to fame. I play her. It's very funny! I've been having a great time.

Andrew, when you get a chance email me. I think I got a gift from you, but I havn't been home to make sure it is from you for sure. I also want to ask you about the convention and if you will be around or not. I'm on my lap top which has lost all my addies.

Other than that, life is good here. I hope everyone is great and living well. Thanks again to everyone who so graciously gives their support. It goes a long way. We all aren't born for greatness, but we are given the opportunity to make this place better. I'm trying to do that. And even if I don't make a dent in any artistic rhelm, you all keep me spirited about the attempt! (Gotta make a livin'!) Thanks...XoXo Kari

February 22nd, 2000 Hello Everybody!!! Sorry about the lack of communication, I've been busy working on a film and spending time with my new boyfriend. The film is called ANGELS DON'T SLEEP HERE and Robert Patrick is in it. Did you know he is the brother of Ritchie the Filter guy? They are playing in L.A. on March 2 I think. I may go because...and this is big...I think I can spill the beans now...I'm not sure if I want to, but...oh, ####...my boyfriend, Henry Rollins, has the same manager as Ritchie...there. Yes, Hank and Kari.

Well, what can I say? I think he is the coolest too. It's not easy when everyone worships the man that you love, but I understand...I'm right there. I met him at the VH1 thing, and the world stopped for me right there. BANG! We've been hanging ever since. Too difficult to explain in words, but...you get the drift. His new album ROCKS, by the way. I never knew much about him beyond BLACK FLAG, but this is a genius! The record comes out on Tuesday the 29th. Buy it!!!! The single ILLUMINATION will stop your breathing along with the new vid. Brilliant!

Anyway...Andrew, thank you for being the star of the show. I will be at the convention in VA beach in April. Call me so we can talk about meeting up. And if anyone sees KATE'S ADDICTION on video, let me know an honest opinion. I've been more into my personal growth than my work lately, but work is starting to creep back into the forefront. I'm writing a lot, and my lecture series for teen girls is starting to get some interest for the spring. Earlier than I'm ready for, but the time may be right.

I wish I had more to report, but Kariland has been in hybernation...I find my priorities have shifted a bit. Remember, I'll be 33 in April. That is an age of ovarian distress and spiritual challenges. So far the babything is in check, but the lifething is wanting me to be smarter with my head as well as my soul. Doin' it. Having fun. Missing the community of people and the social part of me, but not enough to drink a bottle of vodka over.

I'm avoiding the political, social, and "sexy" side of Hollywood right now, but life is circular not linear, and I'll be thinking up a way to get my mug out there one way or enother. After all, we all need to eat, and I have a big appetite!! Love you all more than goose-down pillows on a Sunday morning. XoXo Kari

December 13th 1999 Hey Goofballs! Sorry I've been out of touch! No excuse, just playing and working. I did a dumb movie in the Czech Republic that turned out to be the most life-changing event ever! My perspective on personal priorities is guiding my daily moments. I see the world with so much positive energy now that I feel like I'm on acid! I fell in love with the Czech people and their view of this "Blue Planet". I also fell in love....

Anyway, I want to recognize all the input here on the AndrewBoard. First of all, Andrew...Thanks for sticking around. I need you to confirm your current address for me via email so I know I have the correct postal destination for the proper arrival of thae X-Mas strip-o-gram. (kidding) I need to have my lawyer look into your background....(double kidding)

anyway...for all of you that take the time to write in, I want to thank Maggie for her message and encouraging words. We are all the same. It just takes people like Maggie to support the "whatever" that motivates us in different directions.And Pinto....for someone who cannot believe the time people waste on "celebrity" crap, your message was pretty long! Maybe you can see the value in communicating with others via computer. Instead of blurting out emotional gaga, we take the time to review our own thoughts and feelings through our own personal keyboard! It's like a journal for the pencil-shy! You said some nice things though underneath all that guilty shame! Thank you!.

Oh, and Michael..."Vivid" was part of me in the making. Embarrassed? I haven't even seen it. I did my best, and had a great experience, too. The paint had to be showered off with help (if you get my drift) Sex was only (as illusion) on film, but friendship allowed for the erroticism to fake a million orgasms!

And Sorcerer....you crazy freek!{ Dig the handle! ) I play guitar. That is how I write most of my songs. Sometimes I fiddle on the piano, but I don't own one, so It's hard to write on invisible ivories. I play flute, but mostly hear melody in my heart and then add the guitar later...or before...I don't know. I write when I write, and lately that has been a lot.

And that commercial about...Mer... whatever....not me. I did the Visa commercial with Jason Alexander (great guy), but the director, Kinka Usher is a friend that I respect and would work with in a mila-minute. Oh...I almost worked with Bruce Campbell in Prague, but it didn't work out for him. I love his work too. He is a talented emotio-evoker!

Not to leave anyone out...I'll be back tomorrow...Heidi....You are a film maker? I'd love to give you a positive yes to working with you, if you give me a positive yes that you will work with me even if I am 40 when the opportunity comes around! Be a pal? Lastly...I am waiting for the air date of the MOW for FOX called "Kiss Tomorrow Goodbye" .

Whatever...In the meantime...I finished a film tht Christopher Copolla directed (brother of Nic Cage) (Whatever)...called "G-Men From Hell", based on the comic book. It has a great cast like: William Forsythe, Tate Donovan, Venessa Angel, Bobcat Golthwait, Paul Rogriguez, and Gary Busy...it's funny...now I'm working on a film- noir called "Thy Neighbor's Wife" . I kill people...cool...Next some other Kari-spine tingler...

My millenium will be home-party-mellow-friend-wine-caviar-jacuzzi-ish. I need to ask you guys for some advice...? I will have a live 24-7 webcast coming from my living room that subscribers will be invited in on...do you think this is a cool thing? I can turn it off if it gets too much, but I like people knowing the real me. Would anyone subscribe? It would only be like $5.00 a month and many cool celebs are participating. Yes or no?. Anyway....write back...I must sleep. Love you all in that sort of gratuitous, friendship, outerspace way....Kari XoXo